All Dressed Up and Nowhere to Go

Yes, all dressed up and nowhere to go is the complete story of my life. I feel like everywhere that I go I am over dressed. Maybe, its because I live in a small town that mainly consist of white people average age 70. Maybe, that's why overtime I leave my house and go to the store everyone stares at me as if I am from Outer Space. I am the most fabulous person in this town. I am not being vain at all, that's not even my style but I am. Everyone dresses like they are going to work in the fields. This poses a very big problem for me, its almost depressing to see these tasteless people day end and day out. But, I will be sure to keep you all posted.

friends

Today i wanted to talk about friends. I have this one "friend" who i just came to realize was not a true friend to me at all after all these years. i met her and college and it seemed like we had almost everything in common. over the years i realized that if i need to come to talk to her about something that was bothering me, you know that's what friends do. she would always bring the conversation back to her. now i really do not talk to her as much now because it is really a waste of my time, but when ever she gets something new or something great happenes to her she calls just to brag. just something i wanted to get off my chest.

Ok so here we go

So i always use to think that people who wrote in blogs were putting their business out in the streets and that is why i waited so long to start one. One day someone told me that i should write a book. So i decided to start small, So here it is, "Twenty something, fabulous, educated and lost". The title describes me at this very moment. Here is a little about my self. I am 26 year old and I have a degree in Communications and i am absolutely doing nothing with my degree. I work for a Fortune 100 company on the phones and i absolutely hate it. all i do all day is talk to rude angry people customers. i Started there about three years ago thinking it was a great opportunity to move up and perhaps find something there i will like later on. That was not the case. I am the most unhappy i have ever been in my whole entire life. The pay is great. It keeps me a custom to the life style i have created for myself. I can afford to buy all the shoes i could ever dreamed of or to go on fabulous trips. So i have closets full of shoes and no where to wear them to. I always imagine that once i graduated from college i would find a fabulous job as a PR girl or a event planner in a fabulous city on the east coast. imagine my disappointment that i am still slaving it on the phones while my friends and classmates are all doing interesting things with their lives like going to far away cities to attend graduate school or to work fabulous jobs with their promotions and company parties. so i sit and think what happened to me. why am i still in this shity little backwoods town that i can not get out of. i would gladly give up my pay just to have a opportunity to do something better. it is like i am ashamed that i am not doing anything fabulous with my life. its so bad that when I'm out and about i try to avoid people i know just so they do not ask how am i doing.